爱

有时候觉得 两个人相爱 很难

男人最爱女人的时候 是女人不爱男人的时候
女人最爱男人的时候 是男人最受不了的时候

女人还是多爱自己一点吧
当你爱你自己多一点 就会少爱男人多一点
当你少爱男人多一点 男人就会多爱你一点

想家

终于体会诗人李白的感觉。

今天是华人中元节。

中元节，一个人的晚餐，一个人的夜晚，一个人的赏月，

以前 在家乡，和家人一起过，一起吃，一起笑。

离乡这几年都有朋友一起庆祝，也不赖，一起想家，一起闹。

今年 因为工作时间的关系，自己一个人过。你也不在我身旁。

看到脸书上人家PO的照片和状态  真的好想家。

朋友一个个发过来的祝福语，问怎么过等等。。让我更倍感思乡。

眼泪不知不觉又飙了。我也不懂怎么会变得这么敏感这么会哭。

想着想着，想的不是中元节的庆祝，不是提灯笼。

想的是 家人。故乡的温暖。 

中元节愉快。中秋节快乐。月饼节快乐。灯笼节快乐。

Coffee

I heart Coffee. because the aroma of it can swipe away my sadness, swipe away my excitement and give me calmness. I dont know how many cups have I drank this morning. But why does tear still running down like nobody else business.
Stomach playing its songs and rhythms but the nerve aint working. Doesnt feel the hungriness.
lets just bury myself with notes, with assignments, with sadness, with pain, and with tears..

犯贱

=) 人有时候就是犯贱。
下雨的时候 嫌衣服晒不干。
太阳晒的时候 嫌热没下雨。
有车嫌塞车 没车嫌麻烦。
没工嫌闷 有工嫌累。
房大嫌难收拾 房小嫌难住宿。

人啊人~~

搔你手 只因为喜欢你为了阻止我而握紧我的手。
作弄你 只因为喜欢看你扒扒头那可爱样。
搔你痒 只因为喜欢你笑笑的把我抱紧。
抱抱你 只因为我非常需要你的拥抱。
没事时看你 是想看你有没有在看我。

唉~~ 人啊 干嘛没事找气受。
犯贱啊~~

珍惜

人失去了才会珍惜。
失去了才会想念。
可是，太迟了。
你， 过得好吗 ?
我的选择  对吗?
我的做法  对吗?

不管对不对 也没用了吧?
想念有用吗?
后悔有用吗?

生活还是要继续吧。。。

是你的就是你的
不是你的就不是你的。

晚安

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The right one

女人  总是在寻找，等待，接受 和付出。
寻找一个最好的，适合的，完美的，最爱的。
等待那个争取你的，包容你的，接受你的，爱你的。
接受那个寻找了又等待的人。
最后，付出你的心。

可知  不是最好的，没有完美的，不是最爱的。
只是时间刚好。刚好遇到他累了，怕了，只想找个人做伴，不然很寂寞。
只是包装得看不到缺点。拆开来 失望了。

可是，会有这么一个人，总是包容，总是接受，总是爱你，不顾一切的争取你。

所以女人，别寻找了。
等待吧。

在等待当而 努力充实自己，努力提升自己，努力爱护自己。
努力做个你觉得配得他争取的女人。

右先生 是值得等待的。=D

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God's answer

Ever been in a situation where you question yourself whether he or she is worth for your trust, forgiveness and love after he or she hurts you??
Well, God just answer your question.
Think about the time when Jesus died on the cross and washes all your sin.
Do you worth it?
Do you put effort to earn the forgiveness?
No.
But He still loves you no matter what you do.
He died on the cross for you even before you were born and before you know Him.
His forgiveness is always there.

How many times you turned your back to God?
How many times you hurt His heart by doing things He told you not to?
How many times you followed your desire instead of His desire?
But still, He loves you and always there for you as long as you seek for Him and ask for His forgiveness.

" So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened."  Luke 11: 9-10.

Forgiving is an action. It doesnt allow you to sit around and wait for the person to come and say, " I was wrong, will you forgive me?"
Just as Jesus died for you while you were still a sinner.
The world tells you to hate. God says to love.
The worls says you are entitled to revenge. God says to forgive.
Why? Because God wants you to forgive in the same way he forgives you- completely and continually.
 God doesnt forgive you because you earn it but because of who Jesus Christ is and what He accomplished for you through the cross.
 Thats the model for forgiving others.
You don't forgive because the person come begging for forgiveness, but because you have a Christlike readiness to simply forgive.

So, yeah. Learn to be more like Jesus.
Forgive and Love like Jesus.
You never know how great impact you might bring to your surrounding.

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Experience

Explore the world with Curious.
Study the world with Eyes.
See the world with Heart.
Love the world with Action.
And finally, Embrace the world with Hope.

Thank you Lord for waking me up today.

Have a good day people.

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怎样

觉得人不需要太奢侈。
可是很多时候  奢侈的感觉好棒。
好好的对自己，爱自己，奖励自己。
可是奢侈过后又会好有罪恶感。
为何不用来帮助有需要的人呢。。。
可是然后又很想爱自己
人啊。。矛盾的动物。。

我们爱因为神先爱我们。
要向耶稣学习，学习更爱神。
学习不要受诱惑！！

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Time

Time flies. It bolts!
A month passed and I have done nothing. Shame on me I know.
I guess I just enjoy slacking... =( bad habit.
The only thing that everyone has equally is time.
Its your choice to either use it or waste it.
Our body is a temple of God. Protect it and glorify Lord with it.

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Disappointment

Once one said,
Its not that the people who disappointed you , is you who have high expectation.
Is it?
I'm just disappointed and tired of trying.
Once there is no trust in a relationship, the relationship ends.  I agreed.
I admit that I maybe wrong in some way. but not betray.
Some people should just shut their mouth up and continue their lives.

I think I will stop trying and ignore everything.
What's the point of sincerity if all you got is sadness and complications.
Sometimes I just have to learn not to keep a promise.
because keeping a promise will hurt yourself. Most of the time.

It is stupid to actually continue to keep a promise and let people misunderstand and stab behind your back.

选择性的让自己当个神经大條的人

有时候，我们看到周遭或亲密的人情绪不佳的时候，

常常会不知觉的对号入座，

我们会以为对方绷着脸，是因为我们不乖，或者是做错什么了。

最后也跟情绪不好了。
有时候，我们自己也会因为某件事不开心，
不开心的时候，要将情绪一码归一码 完全不带给身边亲密的家人，朋友，
那真的要有很高的修养。
如果，在自己需要静静的平静情绪时，旁人一直追问你为什么对他绷着脸，
压力也是挺大的，不是吗？

选择性的让自己当个神经大條的人。 

个人的情绪就让个人去平复吧！

想说的时候自然会说，该说的时候，自然得说。

让每个人都有情绪起伏的自由，

也放过自己，不要将别人的情绪往自己身上揽。

保持自己的平静，才有能力抚慰别人的不平呐~~

Am I?

All this while I've been thinking, am I a good christian?

Is my life a good testimony to others?

Am I leading people toward God or am I just literally draw people away from God?

Have some moments for that my friend. People see our God through us.

Through the way we live, through the way we talk, speak and through our personality and character.

Praying that I will not be a shame to God.

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LOVE

Read through my older post and I realized everything changed.

But there're two things that never change, God and what the world needs.

I posted this song before. The lyrics just touched me somehow. 

It speaks the truth and it is really what we need. 

We had too many things that we want and thus we forget what we actually need.

What the world needs now is love sweet love,
It's the only thing that there's just too little of.
What the world needs now is love sweet love,
no not just for some but for everyone.

Lord we don't need another mountain, 
There are mountains and hillsides enough to climb,
There are oceans and rivers enough to cross
Enough to last until the end of time

What the world needs now is love sweet love,
it*s the only thing that theres just too little of,
what the world needs now is love sweet love,
no not just for some but for everyone

Lord, we dont need another meadow,
there are corn fields and wheat fields enough to grow,
there are sunbeams and moonbeams enough to shine,
oh listen Lord, if you want to know

What the world needs now is love sweet love,
its the only thing that theres just too little of.
what the world needs now is love sweet love,
no not just for some, oh but just for every every everyone.

Empty

Wanna have inner peace and draw watsoever in my mind.

Wats the point of thinking so much.

Meng-frustratkan myself.

Sry to bother u with the stuff upthere after the long period of un-update.

but anyway, Happy Chinese New Year everyone~~ May all of u have a properous year ahead!

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才华

一直都很喜欢有才华的男生。 也一直对这个很执著。
直到朋友问我，所谓才华是怎么样的才华法？
结果我们竟然得到一个结论。
有钱也是种才华，一种有魅力的才华。　　
所以，我们喜欢　有才华的男生！！！哈哈哈哈哈。
Just for fun.

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Cancer

What will u do if, if u are being diagnosed a metastasized cancer and only have one month left??
What do you wanna do and what wil you choose to do to spend your remanding one month??
Its really awful to actually go through that process. especially for those in young age and you have so much dreams and goals await.
Ppl are dying everyday and souls are lost every seconds.
Be thankful and stay strong.

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Wanna know what business is??

Dad: I want you to marry a girl of my choice.
Son: No
Dad: The girl is Bill Gates' daughter.
Son: Okay then.

Dad goes to Bill Gates
Dad: I want your daughter tp marry my son.
Bill Gates: No
Dad: My son is the CEO of the World Bank.
Bill Gates: Okay then

Dad goes to the President of the World Bank..
Dad: Appoint my son as the CEO of your bank.
President: No!
Dad:  He is the son-in-law of Bill Gates.
President: Okay then

This is BUSINESS..... XD

Relationships

are vulnerable. unless there's God as your foundation.
I don't really trust in relationship.
The " Happily ever after" in the movie is like hallucination..*effects of ketamine. XD
Couples like my father and mother are no longer available. 
While my frens are struggling in the relationship they are going through, in a hard way, I don't think being in a relationship is as good as people said.
Some may be forcing themselves to look great while other people are around them but in fact, they are just like strangers to one another. or maybe worse than strangers.
Just see the statistics of nowadays divorce's rate. The rate of divorcing is equal or higher than the rate of marrying.
Whats for you guys marry if you will be divorcing anyway.
and stuffing food until you broke into tears isn't a good way to relief anger. it makes the ppl around you worried.
well, maybe i don't understand the feeling of trying so hard to being in a relationship.

Urgh and what am I doing here while I suppose to be with my books and notes~~..

Sem 3...long way to go.

Please understand why I never visit my rich friend and this is my experience relating to you

LOL had a great laugh while reading.

 

Once while visiting a very rich friend, the maid approached me and.....

Question : What would you like to have...? Fruit juice, Soda, Tea, Chocolate,
                 Cappuccino, Frapuccino, or Coffee?

Answer : Tea please

Question : Ceylon tea, Indian tea, Herbal tea, Bush tea, Honey bush tea, iced
                 tea, Chinese tea or green tea?

Answer : Ceylon tea

Question : How would you like it? Black or white?

Answer : White

Question : Milk, or fresh cream?

Answer : With milk

Question : Goat's milk, or cow's milk

Answer : With cow's milk please.

Question : Freezeland cow or Afrikaner cow?

Answer : Um, I'll just take it black.

Question : Would you like it with sweetener, sugar or honey?

Answer : With sugar

Question : Beet sugar or cane sugar?

Answer : Cane sugar

Question : White, brown or yellow sugar?

Answer : Forget about the tea, just give me a glass of water instead.

Question : Mineral water, tap water or distilled water?

Answer : Mineral water

Question : Flavored or non-flavored?

Answer : I think I'll just die of thirst

Harry Potter.

Watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows yesterday.
 I thought of Jesus during the movie. My faith and my believe.

Voldemort is like Satan, the Devil. with a snake somemore.. Building his army with his followers..and call up people to follow him. which, the exact things Satan is doing too.
Harry is like Jesus, willing to sacrifice himself to save the others.
Neville reminds me of a verse from bible, “Let no man despise thy youth;but be thou an example of the believes, in word, in conversation, in charity, in spirit, in faith, in purity." 1Timothy.

There's a scene where Harry willing to face Voldemort alone and Voldemort killed him. Harry died* eventually he isn't. The scene reminds me that life changes when we accept Christ as our savior. "I am crucified with Chirst; nevertheless I live, yet not I, but Christ live in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me." We abandon the old and the sinful us, and start a whole new life with Jesus.

Fighting against the Dark Lord is just like fighting against satan. It is tough and we seem vulnerable. But in the end we will win the battle. and those who falls and not believe in Lord shall die. Forever.

The world is tempting. Stay strong.

oh and btw, the movie is not bad. not as bored as I imagined.