Disappointment

Once one said,
Its not that the people who disappointed you , is you who have high expectation.
Is it?
I'm just disappointed and tired of trying.
Once there is no trust in a relationship, the relationship ends.  I agreed.
I admit that I maybe wrong in some way. but not betray.
Some people should just shut their mouth up and continue their lives.

I think I will stop trying and ignore everything.
What's the point of sincerity if all you got is sadness and complications.
Sometimes I just have to learn not to keep a promise.
because keeping a promise will hurt yourself. Most of the time.

It is stupid to actually continue to keep a promise and let people misunderstand and stab behind your back.

选择性的让自己当个神经大條的人

有时候，我们看到周遭或亲密的人情绪不佳的时候，

常常会不知觉的对号入座，

我们会以为对方绷着脸，是因为我们不乖，或者是做错什么了。

最后也跟情绪不好了。
有时候，我们自己也会因为某件事不开心，
不开心的时候，要将情绪一码归一码 完全不带给身边亲密的家人，朋友，
那真的要有很高的修养。
如果，在自己需要静静的平静情绪时，旁人一直追问你为什么对他绷着脸，
压力也是挺大的，不是吗？

选择性的让自己当个神经大條的人。 

个人的情绪就让个人去平复吧！

想说的时候自然会说，该说的时候，自然得说。

让每个人都有情绪起伏的自由，

也放过自己，不要将别人的情绪往自己身上揽。

保持自己的平静，才有能力抚慰别人的不平呐~~

Am I?

All this while I've been thinking, am I a good christian?

Is my life a good testimony to others?

Am I leading people toward God or am I just literally draw people away from God?

Have some moments for that my friend. People see our God through us.

Through the way we live, through the way we talk, speak and through our personality and character.

Praying that I will not be a shame to God.

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LOVE

Read through my older post and I realized everything changed.

But there're two things that never change, God and what the world needs.

I posted this song before. The lyrics just touched me somehow. 

It speaks the truth and it is really what we need. 

We had too many things that we want and thus we forget what we actually need.

What the world needs now is love sweet love,
It's the only thing that there's just too little of.
What the world needs now is love sweet love,
no not just for some but for everyone.

Lord we don't need another mountain, 
There are mountains and hillsides enough to climb,
There are oceans and rivers enough to cross
Enough to last until the end of time

What the world needs now is love sweet love,
it*s the only thing that theres just too little of,
what the world needs now is love sweet love,
no not just for some but for everyone

Lord, we dont need another meadow,
there are corn fields and wheat fields enough to grow,
there are sunbeams and moonbeams enough to shine,
oh listen Lord, if you want to know

What the world needs now is love sweet love,
its the only thing that theres just too little of.
what the world needs now is love sweet love,
no not just for some, oh but just for every every everyone.

Empty

Wanna have inner peace and draw watsoever in my mind.

Wats the point of thinking so much.

Meng-frustratkan myself.

Sry to bother u with the stuff upthere after the long period of un-update.

but anyway, Happy Chinese New Year everyone~~ May all of u have a properous year ahead!

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才华

一直都很喜欢有才华的男生。 也一直对这个很执著。
直到朋友问我，所谓才华是怎么样的才华法？
结果我们竟然得到一个结论。
有钱也是种才华，一种有魅力的才华。　　
所以，我们喜欢　有才华的男生！！！哈哈哈哈哈。
Just for fun.

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Cancer

What will u do if, if u are being diagnosed a metastasized cancer and only have one month left??
What do you wanna do and what wil you choose to do to spend your remanding one month??
Its really awful to actually go through that process. especially for those in young age and you have so much dreams and goals await.
Ppl are dying everyday and souls are lost every seconds.
Be thankful and stay strong.

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Wanna know what business is??

Dad: I want you to marry a girl of my choice.
Son: No
Dad: The girl is Bill Gates' daughter.
Son: Okay then.

Dad goes to Bill Gates
Dad: I want your daughter tp marry my son.
Bill Gates: No
Dad: My son is the CEO of the World Bank.
Bill Gates: Okay then

Dad goes to the President of the World Bank..
Dad: Appoint my son as the CEO of your bank.
President: No!
Dad:  He is the son-in-law of Bill Gates.
President: Okay then

This is BUSINESS..... XD

Relationships

are vulnerable. unless there's God as your foundation.
I don't really trust in relationship.
The " Happily ever after" in the movie is like hallucination..*effects of ketamine. XD
Couples like my father and mother are no longer available. 
While my frens are struggling in the relationship they are going through, in a hard way, I don't think being in a relationship is as good as people said.
Some may be forcing themselves to look great while other people are around them but in fact, they are just like strangers to one another. or maybe worse than strangers.
Just see the statistics of nowadays divorce's rate. The rate of divorcing is equal or higher than the rate of marrying.
Whats for you guys marry if you will be divorcing anyway.
and stuffing food until you broke into tears isn't a good way to relief anger. it makes the ppl around you worried.
well, maybe i don't understand the feeling of trying so hard to being in a relationship.

Urgh and what am I doing here while I suppose to be with my books and notes~~..

Sem 3...long way to go.

Please understand why I never visit my rich friend and this is my experience relating to you

LOL had a great laugh while reading.

 

Once while visiting a very rich friend, the maid approached me and.....

Question : What would you like to have...? Fruit juice, Soda, Tea, Chocolate,
                 Cappuccino, Frapuccino, or Coffee?

Answer : Tea please

Question : Ceylon tea, Indian tea, Herbal tea, Bush tea, Honey bush tea, iced
                 tea, Chinese tea or green tea?

Answer : Ceylon tea

Question : How would you like it? Black or white?

Answer : White

Question : Milk, or fresh cream?

Answer : With milk

Question : Goat's milk, or cow's milk

Answer : With cow's milk please.

Question : Freezeland cow or Afrikaner cow?

Answer : Um, I'll just take it black.

Question : Would you like it with sweetener, sugar or honey?

Answer : With sugar

Question : Beet sugar or cane sugar?

Answer : Cane sugar

Question : White, brown or yellow sugar?

Answer : Forget about the tea, just give me a glass of water instead.

Question : Mineral water, tap water or distilled water?

Answer : Mineral water

Question : Flavored or non-flavored?

Answer : I think I'll just die of thirst

Harry Potter.

Watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows yesterday.
 I thought of Jesus during the movie. My faith and my believe.

Voldemort is like Satan, the Devil. with a snake somemore.. Building his army with his followers..and call up people to follow him. which, the exact things Satan is doing too.
Harry is like Jesus, willing to sacrifice himself to save the others.
Neville reminds me of a verse from bible, “Let no man despise thy youth;but be thou an example of the believes, in word, in conversation, in charity, in spirit, in faith, in purity." 1Timothy.

There's a scene where Harry willing to face Voldemort alone and Voldemort killed him. Harry died* eventually he isn't. The scene reminds me that life changes when we accept Christ as our savior. "I am crucified with Chirst; nevertheless I live, yet not I, but Christ live in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me." We abandon the old and the sinful us, and start a whole new life with Jesus.

Fighting against the Dark Lord is just like fighting against satan. It is tough and we seem vulnerable. But in the end we will win the battle. and those who falls and not believe in Lord shall die. Forever.

The world is tempting. Stay strong.

oh and btw, the movie is not bad. not as bored as I imagined.

为什么？？？？！！！！！！！

为什么考试越近 我就越想上网！！！？？？？？？阿～～～！！！

为什么我不能够了解你？？？　为什么？？？？告诉我为什么！！！W.H.Y!!!!!
你可不可以不要那么复杂？？可以让我了解你吗Micro????? 为什么你这么难了解？？？？
A&P你也好不到哪里去！！！也是很难明白你！！！我的头脑很难记住你们！！！！
催眠又厉害！！！！阿～～！！！！！！

好吧，我回去读书。。。。。。

送上一首我从昨天就一直找，终于找到的一首歌！很好听哦～

Life is Precious

2 patients collapsed right in front of me this morning.
Doctors rushed in, emergency trolley rush in, CPR was given continously, resuscitation was given, ampulesss of adrenaline and atropine sulphate was given. But at last they went to sleep forever.
Did the last office for them though.

Life is fragile. Life can be easily threaten. It can only rely on some machine when the time is near.

To be honest, I am really scare.
I know where those two patients are. Its either Hell or Heaven.
Both of them were muslim and you know where they are too.
I felt really bad for them when the ventilator was beeping insanely and doctors are trying their best and the relatives are crying and worrying and mumuring their bible...

Our ife-span is 70, those  who are strong can live to 80.
Those 2 were just 50++...It made me wonder how long I can live.
What achievement will I had when I pass-out?
Did I done something that made God proud of and happy?
Am I an inspiration for others? Is my life a good testimony?

just pray that I can continue to follow His path where ever He leads me and where ever I go...
and be His disciple throughout my life and honour His name. Be strong.

Trust

Well I can say nothing much about that.
Now I don't know who should trust and who can I trust.
You just made me have a second thought of you.

It's well said that,
There's still a Lie between BeLieve.

LOL

Patient: Excuse me nurse, can I get your temperature?
Nurse: Why?
Patient: 'Coz I think you're hot!!

XD this cheer me up!!!

Love One Another

That's what pastor preached this morning.
We don't spread our love by telling people "God loves you". No. not by only doing tat.
We must show our love to people in order to spread God's love.
People can feel the love of God through you. and sees through you.
We,  Christians surely need to be a good testimony for others.
Now that time is near. Grab your chance whenever you can to spread you love and show your love.
I will forgive you too. and try to look the good side of yours. and love you like Jesus loves me.
*will surely gets annoyed sometimes though. but i will do my best. and God will do the rest.

2/3/2011

Had my Pharmacology test today....dunno the result yet..
but the only thing i can do is to rely on God. >.<  Please .....

I have a bad habit...really bad one...
I have this need to go out for a walk around or shopping or just hang-out after my tests and exams...

Friend asked me out to sing-K,but I rejected...cuz dun really feel like in the mood...
and i kinda want to be alone today...
plus, I want to buy my SHOES!!!! ^^ 

Went Lot-10, Birkenstock for it...
Craving for Snowflakes after the shoes buying...went Pavilion for it then....
My heart cried for "I am number FOUR" while waiting for my snowflakes...
So as they said, always follow your heart... I went for it...
Yea alone...
Its my first experience watching movie alone in KL...its actually NOT BAD!!!! *Im a loner i guess...XD
Sat between two couples..and I wonder why couples love to kiss when there's a kissing scene in the movie...

Tats my second day of March....
sry if i bored you~ ciao.....

情

无论是　亲情，友情　或　爱情
不能只是一直单方面的付出。
因为结果，没有人会幸福的。

但是，
唯一愿意毫无保留不求回报付出的，应该就只有　亲情。
爸爸妈妈　从来毫无埋怨的付出，只盼我们能健康长大，过得快乐幸福。

友情，爱情　都不能赢过亲情。
所以，不要被偶像片，爱情片骗哦。
一个真正爱你的人，不能忍受看你和你亲爱的家人分开。

当然，以上所讲的亲情，要把那些虐待子女，小孩的父母排除在外。
因为他们不是人，没有人性，又怎么会懂　“情”　呢？

无奈

有人说，说的出的无奈，就不算无奈。
但是，我还是觉得很无奈。
现在.....
想睡，不能睡。
想吐，吐不出来。
想说，说不出来。
说了，又被误会。
想倾诉，担心倾诉后被背叛。
想把它做好， 却懒惰计划努力。
想好好放松，却担心这个那个。
想放弃一走了之，却没有勇气。
到底，要怎么办。

华人农历新年，对我来说，已经过了。
离开家乡，回到学校。
没有家人朋友在身边，新年就没什么意思。
曾以为，自己一人，也能够开心过新年。
可是，现在真的很想哭。
妈妈让我带很多东西过来，可是我没拿。
那些东西我很喜欢吃，可是上次带去时，却发现我都没拿出来吃。
因为那些东西，没有家人一起吃，感觉没那么好吃了。

一个人坐在机场，打着帖子，假装  自己一点也不闷一点也不孤单。
有点悲哀。=)


有些人说我笑起来很灿烂， 可是现在的我，每一次笑，都让我自己更想哭。

Moment in Airport

^.^
Yes Im staying overnight in the airport AGAIN!!!!! XD
Im actually enjoying it. Enjoy it a lot!!!
its really kinda fun!!!
hehehe was in LCCT last time.
but is in KLIA at this very moment.
LCCT is crowed. very crowed.
but KLIA is not. Its very comfortable in most of the way.
kinda boring though. but my drama enlighten the boredness.

XD camwhoring

see my large pimples???
sigh....new year angpaw meh?

面包还是爱情？

突然有感而发~~~
这个很久以前的问题到现在还是有人问。
我想说的是...

看了这些真实照片，
你觉得面包重要，还是爱情重要？