Thursday, April 29, 2010

sigh*

I will be having my SAT test the day after tomorrow and still I'm here blogging. =(
Had a tired day today..Travelling by bus was AWFUL. It hurts my butts..XD
And there's one thing I wanna complain about.
Everyone knows that travelling from Sibu to Kuching by bus needs at least 7 hours.
And there she or he is,( I don't know the gender coz I don't dare to look behind), squirting the perfumes over and over again.I think it repeats every hour.
I'm allergic to those malay and ibans's perfume. It it NOT a PERFUME!!!It makes me SICK!!!!!! I just can't stand those smell although I know it probably smells good to those malays and ibans..
** I am not criticizing those people.** I just can't take the smell anymore..Bus is a close environment and squirting perfume every half an hour makes me wanna vomit, plus on that the perfume is not smellable...GOsh...I nearly fainted...

But, Thanks God that I arrived safely. Thanks God nothing BIG happened during my journey.
And Thanks to my dear FREN XIAO JUN too~~for helping me to buy the bus ticket...I know it troubles her~~~so a big THANK YOU to you~~~

SAT is hard.Not the mathematics part. Is the English part.GOSH..Never in my life I read so many new wordss~~My vocab is always poor and this test is driving me crazy~~but still I am here...I just don't have the spirit to learn something right now...

I heard some bad news tonight...Those news makes me ignorant...Wondering whats God planned for my future...I just want some hints...I don't want to be lost...Oh Lord Father I need you...and right now I am feeling so far from you...like You are not beside me..How?

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Frustration

I think I will be the only one who blog twice a day. I'm bored. I'm tired.

I know I will be having my SAT test next week.
I know I will be having my TOEFL test on 22th of MAY.
I know I have to be hardworking.
I know I have to stop facebooking.
I know I have to stop watching video.
I know I have to get up from the computer, NOW.

but I just refused.

I have no idea what should I do now.
I hate making choices, but literally I have to.
I hate people keep on asking me " Where do you apply for your U?" like seriously, I will give you a supercilious look if somebody ask again.
I hate to think of the application things.
I hate to search on the internet about those universities things.
I just don't know what I should take.

but I know I have to do that.Even if I will fail and lost my dream.

Well, Good Luck to myself... =(

The Golden Rules given by Bill Gates

Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it!

Rule 2: The world doesn't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time..

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life.. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs..

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

The World needs LOVE

I bought a CD few months before...and I found a song that is nice,very meaningful and touching and it states the facts too....no offense,but OLD Song seems to be nicer than nowadays song...share the song with you all...

Song Title: What the World need now is LOVE
Lyrics: Observe them from the video

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Reason

The main reason I'm creating this, is because I'm kinda scared to loss myself in this reality world, surrounding by reality humans....So, I want to leave something for the future ME...in case I really loss myself...I can have some reference....

Below are my Principles for myself during 19 years old..

1)Always trust my God All Mighty
2)No sex before marriage.
3)At least get my degree
4)Don't ever fall in Love until I found my Mr.Right
5)Cherish myself
6)Cherish my Family
7)Cherish my Friends
8)Be Optimistic ALWAYSS
9)Have high Self-esteem
10)Always follow my heart....


I think 10 is enough...LOL...hope will update soon~~^^ goodnight...