不要笑我

“我唯一的梦想，就是和你共同拥有我们的白色小洋房和小孩，建立我们的世界”

曾经，在看过这句话时，觉得说的人很荒唐，很勇敢，更是很好笑。

荒唐-怎么可能叻？？ 难道你一生就这样？梦想一个小洋房及一个男人还有一堆小孩罢聊？？拥有后了呢？跟家人一起与世隔绝？
勇敢-唯一的梦想就是这个小小的梦想，而且还把它赌在一个男人的身上。你也太勇敢了吧。
好笑-*我个人觉得很幼稚。
=) 我很佩服。真的。

但，看过了一篇文章后，我有点了解  说的人  为什么会说了。
原来 这些才是每个人需要的。
当全世界抛弃你时，你依然拥有的就真的只是那个已经成真的梦想了。可能除了那个白色小洋房咯。

哈哈。朋友问，你以后老公要怎样的？我还没答她就帮我答了。一定要很有钱，很帅。
我笑 但是没回答。
其实
不是一定要很有钱。而是一定要有上进心。
家境再好，留给一个没上进心的男人，始终一定会破产的，搞不好还欠债叻。
反光，一个有上进心的男人反而会把没钱 变有钱。为你拼搏。
而且那些不求上进的男的，有几个是非常爱女朋友的？而那些非常爱女朋友的男人，有几个是每天混日子的？

不是一定要很帅。如果说帅不然说认真。认真的男人最有魅力了。
我一向都不欣赏帅哥，但欣赏有魅力的男人。
帅哥总有一天 会老 会看讨厌的。而且，这世界的帅哥太多了。真的很多。各式各样的都有。看不完。
所以不用很帅，能吸引我注意力，有魅力 有才华 就好。
我个人喜欢 内敛、含蓄的男人。有时会吃点小醋，蛮可爱的说。但也要会man.hahahahaha
尔~其他 学历不需要太高，我会自卑。 =( 但也不要太低，因为你会自卑。XD
家庭教育-要良好。不过还是要看他的“修行”了 哈。有时有其父未必有其子。总之本质要好。

讲酱多好像我很好酱。XD 
还是好好读书  修身养性吧。酱才能遇到比较好的你。O.O

最后  想说
"我最大的梦想是遇到你，和你共同拥有我们的白色小洋房，建立我们的家庭。"

Ps. 不是唯一，是最大。我还有 很多小小梦想。
      不是世界，是家庭。世界...蛮重要的。 XD

AARRRHhgggggg

Let Me tell you Something~!!!!! I just LOVE his SONGS~!!!!!!!!!!!!! sooo much~!!! hahahahah
His name is Yen Jue.严爵！！！ i just love it sooo much...haha have been listening to his songs this few days...
like the flow and the rhythm of the music...
share share la~~hahaha its soo nice and i just want to share it  >< blek.


;

haha this is one of the song that im addicted with~!! the music is just tooo cute..haha and the mv oso cute~~haha enjoy
and i shall share you more~~

finally

i think i know how much i worth in your heart already.
just want to say im a lil bit disappointed with you my friend.
its fine. i somehow found it when we were 17.
i dunno whether you will saw it onot, but just want to tell you that i will always treasure our relationship.

Sometimes

do you ever felt annoyed?? or irritated??
I DO! and somehow i hate this feelings. like i knew i shouldn't felt tat way, but i did.
There are times when i just want to shut myself in a room and forget everything.
and start everything again.from the very beginning.
i just hate being tat way. i know i should be good. i knew it.
but just sometimes someone just knock you down along the way and you have to forgive him/her when all you want to do is just to smash him/her and knock them down.Seriously.
im tired. really tired.
why this lil tiny earth in the palm of God's hand is so complicated.
or should i say, why humans are so complicated.
calm and steady please.

=)

...God knows how much I miss you. and how much I want to be with you.  =)

Do you know?

Jazz.

I really don't know why but I just love it.
Most of my friends will think im weird. lolx.
I mean in the music point of view.
ahahahhaha i love JAZZ more than nowadays songs.
the songs in my phone is mostly those 60s and 70s songs.
as wat they said, the" black and white song" hmm
i don't care~~I just loved it~!!! and listening to it just make me feels alive.
Most of my friends love those erm Hip hops music?? those noisy music perhaps I should say~Do pardon me.
For instance, I went to watch Step Up 3D with ma friends. and a part of it which Moose and Camille dance just IMPRESSED me ALOT~!!!!!!!!!!!  i mean I almost got up from the chair and wanna dance too~~ = =
forgive me. but my friend said," huh? tat part? why you like tat part?? " then i said i like the background song and the way Adam moved just make me soooooooooo sooooo sooooo impressed. I mean, he really is a good dancer. He can moves with the music. ( if you got wat i mean).
 then my friend said, oh you are an old woman. LOL~
Different ppl love different music. I knew. haha
Butm STEP UP 3 is AWeSOME~!!! i mean really worth it...and I encourage you to watch in 3D~its better~~!!! all of those dances were incredible~!! AWESOME~!!
OK~!! now present you the song im addicted with recently~oh and the "Moose and Camille" dance~~lol i spent quite long time for this. cuz just a few clips for this part. and the song too. I downloaded the whole mp3 soundtrack of Step Up 3 just for this song and guess wat. There is NONE OF IT!!! gosh they didnt put it in??? I was so upset. but FINALLY, I FOUND IT~!!!! Tada


so this is the song im addicted with~!!I won't DANCE


and this is adam and alyson in Step Up 3. love'em.~!!

真的是

日久见人心阿。
时间过了。差不多懂了。
其实，我懂的。只是，我选择不说。
不想这么快就撕破脸。
有些人很可爱，很讨喜。
有些人很好动，很好玩。
有些人很温柔，很舒服。

但，也有人，惹人烦，惹人畏。

有时候，最恐怖的，正是身边的人。
我看清你了。 但，我不点破。
我看你，究竟能装，能耐多久。。

有时候，还是简简单单的过日子比较好。
为什么要这么复杂呢？
为什么你会觉得我威胁到你呢？
哈~当你在贬低别人时，别人也在贬低你。
不要在做那些让我想取笑你的事了。

Note to God

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I would ask for all the hate to be swept away, for love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I would pour my heart out on each page
I would ask for war to end and for peace to mend this world

If I wrote a note to God
I would say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts.

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find Love cause Love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from You 

Grand us the faith to carry on 

Give us hope when it seems our hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on.

We can't do it on our own.