Sometimes

do you ever felt annoyed?? or irritated??
I DO! and somehow i hate this feelings. like i knew i shouldn't felt tat way, but i did.
There are times when i just want to shut myself in a room and forget everything.
and start everything again.from the very beginning.
i just hate being tat way. i know i should be good. i knew it.
but just sometimes someone just knock you down along the way and you have to forgive him/her when all you want to do is just to smash him/her and knock them down.Seriously.
im tired. really tired.
why this lil tiny earth in the palm of God's hand is so complicated.
or should i say, why humans are so complicated.
calm and steady please.