=]

I get it. I really got it.
my heart sank.
well, perhaps this is the Christmas eve present for me from you.
I just want to run away. 

可不可以.....

可不可以有个人，

在我眼泪就快掉下来急着躲不被认何人看见我哭时之前，

把手遮着我的眼睛。

可不可以有个人，
看见我静静的笑或没表情的时候，
不会不理我，
不会真的认为我很坚强，
肩膀承受的了，
觉得我真的无所谓。

可不可以有个人，
在我真的遇到难题找他时，
不会找不到他，
或是就算回我信息了，
我却没有回他信息时不会不担心我，
要知道有问题时我都会自己解决，不会随便求人，
在我会找他时就是我很无助很没办法了。

可不可以有个人，
就算是我做错事了，
也不会不理我，
不会转头就走丢下我……

Alone in Crowd.

Came to the airport 7 hours earlier before my flight.
First experience to stay overnight in the airport.
Thought McD will have the seat I want, but end up no.
Went Starbucks then. Sarcastically, just after half an hour I sat there,enjoying my green tea flow, the waiter came and said: " Starbucks is closing at 1.30am.."
Wow....now what?? no choice. back to McD.
Sitting together with bunch of people I don't know, speaking Foochow happily like they are the only Foochows in M'sia. * laugh stock of the day.

Now here I am, wondering why people rushing their time. For what very reason  they live their lives.
Saw lots of the passengers wearing or carrying Burberry, LV, Salvator.F, Gucci.......
We are born to earth, developing, studying, working, marrying, reproducing, ageing, Die.

Why do we want to go for those branded goods??

Was thinking, am I being too materialistic??
thought about the money I spent in the past few days.
Some people work very hard just to get this amount of money to pay their fees or loan.
but I just spent it on something I want.
and I tend to go for branded goods. *not those Salvator or Gucci yet of course.
Does it really worth it??
People bought a dress with 15 but I need to bought it with 150. Some will even bought it with 1500.
I can't imagine myself wearing a RM15 dress walking along the street.
I don't know, I just can't help it. I will feel like some parts of me is very wrong.

they said money is never enough.
Earning money is not tough. but saving money is tough.
Its true. We use 200 bucks perfume when our salary is 2000 bucks.
but we will be using 2000 bucks perfume when our salary is 20000 bucks.
Its the same isn't it? We will go for those higher.
Sigh....Life is never simple.
No idea now.
Boarding time soon. till then.

No Idea.

不懂为什么，看到你，我心里闷闷的。
真的不懂。不明白。

HOLIDAYS

somehow it means time for relax, enjoy and SHOPPING~~!!! huhuhuhuhuhhuhu XD
hmm so me and my fren went JOGOYA  to like celebrate our "Finish Exam"...
hmm it was a HAPPY GATHERING!!!!
and I seriously need to budget myself in shopping.
I was spending like HELL today. OMG!!!!!! >.< satisfied though.

Photo speaks.

this is starhill gallery. like the deco of the roof.

something tat we took.

foods.

me and my dear wei wei~

and this is our Mr. Lobster. only VIP member can have that. hahaha .credits to the card holder.

pardon me. haha.

nice one.

Da He Zao

and this is my dear IDA POOO~~~*eyes closed?

yay!!my "Flight of Fancy". smells good.

bought two. this is "Secret Wish".

 HAPPY HOLIDAY~~!!!!

ohya...and my new look.

curled my hair. just a lil bit. >.< look older...or mature?? hahahha..

 GoodNitezzz

Happy Birthday Jesus.

It brings tears to my eyes. It really do.
As I told you.
Christmas isn't about Santa Claus. It isn't about jingle bells.
It isn't about those snowman, isn't about those blinking lights.
It isn't about those little red dress and isn't about the christmas tree.

Its all about Jesus Christ. Our Savior.
Christmas is the day of remembrance that Jesus Christ came down to earth.
Its Jesus Birthday. Not Santa giving present. Not Jingle bell rings and rocks.

The only present on Christmas is Jesus.
He is the best gift in Christmas. and the best gift in our life.

So if you don't about Jesus, let me tell you.
He is the son of our God Almighty.
He suppose to be high up in the heaven with our Heavenly Father.
But He came down to earth just to save us. Just to save me and you, these awful sinners.
Yes I am a sinner. and a sinner CANNOT go into Heaven. NO. You cannot.
But God loves us. He sent his only son down to earth and DIE on the cross to cleanse all our sins.
By that, we can enter heaven and be with our God, our King, our Heavenly Father.
The blood of Jesus Christ save us.
We suppose to be in Hell,with Satan.
But Jesus trades us with his life. He died on the cross. His blood cleanse our sins.
All you need to do is just say "Yes " to Jesus and ask him to enter your life and cleanse all your sins.
He WILL FORGIVE you. He is a loving God.
So now, Heaven or Hell?? Its your choice.
I have made my choice. I want Jesus in my life.

Lastly i want to say,
Thank you Jesus. Jesus I Love You.

I can make it through the rain

Tear just drops when I listened to it.
Yes I can make it.
I can make it through the rain.
I can stand up once again on my own .
and I know that I’m strong enough to mend.
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith.
And I live one more day.
And I'll make it through the rain.

Thank you for this song.

CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jingle bell jingle bell jingle bell rocks!!!!!!
LOL i know this has nothing to do with the true meaning of christmas.
hahahhah but i just luv this song~~><
lol 1 paper down, 3 to go~~~ *wish me luck and bless in my final exam!!!!
but still im here listening and singing the christmas song out loud in my room~~
hahahahhahahaha im just sooo happy!!!!! finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOLIDAY!!! and CHRISTMAS!!!!!!
hmm will have a real christmas post later!!hahahahahhahahahhahahahahhaha
im just sooooooooooooooooo HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank You Jesus Christ!!!!!!!!!!!!! for came down to earth! luv ya.

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why i always do something like this.
i seems like to do things at last minute. which is BAD.
I seriously freak out.
what if i blank off during my exam and what if i can't pass.
I really scared. =(
Pray for me.

We will Dance

This song is just so dear. I fell in love with this song from the very beginning.
so, just want to share it with you all.
by Steven Curtis Chapman. dearly rhythm and melody.





well i suppose to be buried by my notes during this time.
but this song just makes me alive.
hope you all will like it.toddles.

怎樣才能嫁給有錢人？

很好的帖子哦。女士们  请看过来！！！

但我要说，靠自己虽是非常好，但靠神却是最好的！！

一個年輕漂亮的美國女孩，在美國一家大型網上論壇金融版上，發表了這樣一個問題帖︰

我怎樣才能嫁給有錢人？

我下面要說的都是心裡話。本人25歲，非常漂亮，是那種讓人驚艷的漂亮，談吐文雅，有品位，想嫁給年薪 50 萬美元的人。

你也許會說我貪心，但在紐約年薪100萬才算是中產，本人的要求其實不高。這個版上有沒有年薪超過50萬的人？你們都結婚了嗎？我想請教各位一個問題 -- 怎樣才能嫁給你們這樣的有錢人？

我約會過的人中，最有錢的年薪25萬，這似乎只是我的下標。要住進紐約中心公園以西的高尚住宅區，年薪25萬遠遠不夠。我是來誠心誠意請教的。有幾個具體的問題︰

一、有錢的單身漢一般都在哪裡消磨時光？（請列出酒吧、飯店、健身的名字和詳細地址。）

二、我應該把目標定在哪個年齡段？

三、為什麼有些富豪的妻子看起來相貌平平？我見過有些女孩，長相如同白開水，毫無吸引人的地方，但她們卻能嫁入豪門。而單身酒吧裡那些迷死人的美女卻運氣不佳。

四、你們怎麼決定誰能做妻子，誰只能做女朋友？（我現在的目標是結婚。）

波爾斯女士 --

下面是一個華爾街金融家的回帖︰

親愛的波爾斯︰我懷著極大的興趣看完了貴帖，相信不少女士也有跟你類似的疑問。讓我以一個投資專家的身份，對你的處境做一分析。

我年薪超過50萬，符合你的擇偶標準，所以請相信我並不是在浪費大家的時間。

從生意人的角度來看，跟你結婚是個糟糕的經營決策，道理再明白不過，請聽我解釋。拋開細枝末節，你所說的其實是一筆簡單的“財”“貌”交易︰甲方提供述人的外表，乙方出錢，公平交易，童叟無欺。但是，這裡有個致命的問題，你的美貌會消逝，但我的錢卻不會無緣無故減少。

事實上，我的收入很可能會逐年遞增．而你不可能一年比一年漂亮。因此，從經濟學的角度 講，我是增值資產，你是貶值資產，不但貶值，而且是加速貶值！你現在25歲，在未來的五年裡，你仍可以保持窈窕的身段，俏麗的容貌，雖然每年略有退步。但 美貌消逝的速度會越來越快，如果它是你僅有的資產，十年以後你的價值甚憂。

用華爾街術語說，每筆交易都有一個倉位，跟你交往屬於「交易倉位（TradingPosition）」，一旦價值下跌就要立即拋售，而不宜長期持有--也就是你想要的婚姻。聽起來很殘忍，但對一件會加速貶值的物資，明智的選擇是租賃，而不是購入。

年薪能超過50萬的人，當然都不是傻瓜，因此我們只會跟你交往，但不會跟你結婚。所以我勸你不要苦苦尋找嫁給有錢人的秘方。順便說一句，你倒可以想辦法把自己變成年薪 50 萬的人，這比碰到一個有錢的傻瓜的勝算要大。

希望我的回帖能對你有幫助。如果你對“租賃”感興趣，請跟我聯繫。

It's a nice one isn't it??? Do keep it in mind.