朱洁.Touch

To be honest, I actually cried when I was watching this video clips...
Her name is Zhu Jie..she is a handicap. but still, she stands on the stage to fulfill her dream...and it taught me a lot...
share with you all...and while watching, do think deeply about your own dream. do you did your best?? and be thanksgiving too... =)



螢火虫螢火虫慢慢飛
夏夜里夏夜里風輕吹
怕黑的孩子安心睡吧
讓螢火虫給你一點光

燃燒小小的身影在夜晚
為夜路的旅人照亮方向
短暫的生命努力的發光
讓黑暗的世界充滿希望

螢火虫螢火虫慢慢飛
我的心我的心還在追
城市的燈光明滅閃耀
還有誰會記得你燃燒光亮

2nd week

lol my 2nd week of class ended...duh..i wonder wat did i learned...
I'm either sleeping or day-dreaming during my class...believe me i didn't did it purposely..
and i was not the one should be blame OK??...(u.u) *crossing my fingers...

I should manage my money and time real well..
especially my money...gosh..im kinda spending like hell...duh...how how how???
but im cutting down now...coz i see the consequences...and its scarry...=(
lol..but overall my life now is awesome...*since test and exams haven comes..keke.

hmm..gonna move to the condo opposite to my Uni le...haha..will be more convenience...but gonna leave my friends whom I stayed at their house for almost a month..haha...really gives thanks to God to bring them to me...they helped my a lot...really lots....hmm..but dunno how to tell them...hope I didn't do something that made them angry...her name is florence tiong wei jie...haha..and her husband zhang fei qiang...really thank both of you so much...thanks for your generosity...^^ will remember u always...haha..

^^ Finally

my new lappy ARRIVED~~!!!

hehe...arrived in two boxes..

so here it is...haha...

after unwrapped..

^^

exclusive for CHRISTINA~~~tat's me...^^

my DELL Vostro...

and the thing I like the most is...

it is thin...its just a lil bit thicker that a Vit-C candy...hehe...so its very light..which I love a lot..

its about 1.5 cm only...keke..happy~~

ohya..lastly, show you my ID card...

Past

am thinking something recently...
what if time can flies back???
am wishing to go back to the past..
but if time really can be rewind, where were I stop it?
at the time when I decide to come here? or when I get my STPM result? or during STPM? or during my lower six? or when i decide to continue my form 6? or at the time when I get my SPM result? or during my form 4? or....
at the time when u ask me to go with you?

but back to reality....time can't flies back....my past can't return and change...but...my future is different...
It can be change...of course...if God's willing...
Ciao~~

IMU

hmm...well my uni life will be HECTIC started next week...gonna have to manage my time real well...
PHOTOS TIME~~

huhuhu..SAKAE SUSHI~!!! hmm.not very nice...but not bad la...

techno ~~ordered using computer~~

 this is not bad~~

self-service refilled water..

my so called "best-friend" in KL...hehe...McD in KL is just different with McD in sibu...totally DIFFERENT~!!

and this is Yogurt Ice-cream ~my favorite since i was young~ nice~!!

Delivery  Domino's Pizza after orientation~~

We ordered four boxes~!! plus~

BBQ chickstick~~

hmm.....theres other more.. lazy to upload le...view my FB page...

+ . +

can barely open my eyes during my orientation in IMU....
yeah right...I entered my university..IMU..

Orientation week is TIRED...><.
sigh...wanna close my eyes liao..Good night...sweet dreams...
and I really miss you...a lot...something came out this few days and the memory with you just flew into my mind...deeply...=(

Productive.

hmm...I updated my blog every single day since I arrived KL.
Why?? because I have nothing to do. My friends were working and I will have to stay at home since I don't know the bus route clearly.
So blogging is the only productive things I did. >.<
BUT, hope today will be a really PRODUCTIVE day..
I need to buy lots of things....=(
Time flies....My Uni life will gonna start soon...real soon...kinda worry...what if I don't like the environment...what if I can't get along with my course mate...what if I can't cope with my study...what if I didn't meet new friends...what if my condo is bad...what if I can't get use to the life in here...what if I run out of money.....what if I were alone....what if I can't meet you...
I knew God will provide..and He did...and I hope my faith will grow...I know I worried..too much worries...

非你不可

今天我随着记忆徘徊

在这条路尽头彷徨的我

再也不能见到的你抓着我

我又一次沿着这条路追寻

想念你 又想抱着你

看着天空祈祷的我

非你不可

我不能没有你

我就这样日复一日 年复一年

我痛苦也好

我心碎也好

我 我就只爱你一个人

我再也不能放开你

忘记你 我不能活下去

非你不可

我不能没有你

我痛苦也好

我就这样日复一日 年复一年

我心碎也好

我 我就只爱你一个人

我滴血的心

想要找你回来

大声呼喊着你

你究竟在哪里

听不到我的声音吗？

对我来说……

我即使重生

不论重生多少次

没有你，我就一天也活不下去

我 我只要你一个人就足够

我要坚守的爱情

我要呵护的爱情

我只爱你一个就足够了

R.M.C

I went to a clinic as a "learning nurse". Just looking around though. But I learned A LOT~!!!
I mean really LOTSSS~!!
Well, photos speaks.

I remember I took this photo on the 2nd day. I can tell that I'm really LOVING IT.

Guess what..I entered the OT room. Am really over the moon when I've been told I can. ^^

and this is MEEeee

The first OT I watched was the Removal of Ovary. Its really really interesting. But what I really learned was, I need to cut down my fat. That was after I saw how thick human's fat could be. And I don't want to be like that.

so this is the ovary which had been removed.

And there's another removal of ovary. This one even bigger.
There were sarcoma in the ovary and the ovary turn up to be like...

This--------->
Its huge right?? I can tell that the patient loss a few kg after she removed this.

Oh and there's another one. I don' know what it called in english but its "Shui Liu" in chinese.
This shui liu is growing in the gal tummy and its getting HUGE. Its 1kg ++

See..Its big right?? Most of the water was suck out so it turn out to be smaller than the original one.

There are two in her tummy.This is the first one.

and the small one above is the second one. Its cute though.haha..like an egg.

The second Big experience for me was...
-------> I observed the whole process of Baby Delivery...WOOTSSss

So this is the first baby I saw...I mean the first baby I watched her came to this new world...And is a She~~
A cuteee baby GIRL~!!!

Her name is Nicole.....A beautiful name indeed....Have a look at her...isn't she adorable??

 so this is the Placenta that we've been taught in school..

Oh and this is the tool that helps to sucks the baby out when the mother is weak and have no energy.

the other side of the placenta.

and this is when the umbilical chord was cut.

Well the process was BLOODY...~~~ Blood was everywhere..
.sigh...Mum have to suffer a lot just to get us born. 

and  this is her parents...Her daddy recorded the whole process of how Nicole was born...Its a good present for her when she grew up.

and this is the MUM....Being a Mother is Great...I'm impressed by the mother..I knew giving birth to a baby hurts...a lot...but they did it...no matter how hard it is...When I saw the baby came out from the womb, I nearly cried...Its very touching..I don't know why...I thought of my mum when I came out from the delivery room. I was told that I was a late born baby. My mum suffered for two days in the hospital. And she is so great. I always say thank you to her on my birthday. Really grateful that she gave birth for me. coz from the experience in the hospital, I learned that many parents nowadays are IRRESPONSIBLE..I was so mad at a couple. The man wanted to abort his own flesh. If only I can punch him for touching his girlfriend before they are married. and many underage girls came in want to abort their baby. Its Sad and Pathetic. What on earth is happening...
I was like..Why do you did that?? Why do you wanna to have sex before marriage and why do you want to kill your own baby after you've done your mistake...
GIRLS!!!! Plz wake up....please do love urself more. I really feel sad when I listened to their sad story..they either being cheated by their so-called "Boyfriend"and"Lover" or they are underage so they need to take away the baby..

Well, I really feel unsecured after so many things like this happening around me.
Man cheat easily. And woman get cheated easily.

Does Marriage still exist?? Yes it does. just not many marriage is success nowadays.
Does Love still exist?? People nowadays treat Sex as Love.
If you loved me, you will have sex with me. Thats what pop now.and many young gals fell for it. Giving their most precious gift to the one who could hurt them most..

The doctor I followed---Dr, John told me..
A man that TRUELY loved you, won't put you in a dangerous situation. Both physically and mentally.
He told me to find a man who love me so much that he won't request to have sex with me before marriage.Because having sex before marriage is incorrect and it will bring lots of problem.
And I totally agree with him.
Despite what the world taught nowadays, I will still stand firm on this.

Please...do love yourself more girls...
Treasure yourself so that you will be Treasured..
Love yourself so that you will be loved.
Wish all the best for all the true-loved couples... Be glad that you can met each other....
I was thinking, what if I never met Him.... >.<

Thanksgiving.

Finally I arrived. Weird feelings were all around me.*** and well my frens have been complaining about my late updated. So kinda have to drop a  few words here.

I really want to thank God for giving me a lot of "little angles" around me. I'm really a blessed girl.
People who knew me well might know that I'm not really good at expressing myself in front of people.
but I really Thank You for what u have did..Really. and u know who u are.do keep in mind that I will always remember you.

I mean I never thought that I will be blessed with so many things. Kinda touch and scared.
Really scared. The more I get, the more I will need to pay. but I know I will never finish paying back because God's mercy is unpredictable and its never ending.

Ok.thats all. will upload some interesting photos when I get my own laptop. and share more about my past few weeks experience~~Its AWESOME~!!!